Thursday 21 August 2014

Memories

While looking through at the papers and files in the bedroom last two days, I found few copies of photos during the convocation of arwah Hanif. It was exactly 20 years ago in Leicester.



Husna Syakira dan arwah
Sedang sibuk kongsi gambar arwah dengan my son Hakim, tiba2 mendapat call dari hp number arwah yang masih kami simpan. Mr. Collin called and would like to speak to En. Hanif, katanya. Sekali lagi saya terangkan kepadanya, "Mr. Collin, my husband is no longer around and it was a sudden death two years ago". Mengeluh panjang beliau and saya perlu terangkan buat sekelian kalinya untuk memaksa beliau mempercayai cerita ini.

Sebenarnya di sepanjang dua tahun pemergian arwah, masih ada yang hubungi untuk berbincang dengannya apalagi kalau bukan kerana kerja, moderation of exam papers, PTPL, INCEIF and many more. Baru nak saya lupakan sedikit demi sedikit tetapi pasti akan ada yang mengingatkan saya tentang peristiwa dua tahun lepas itu. Perasan ingin tahu si pemanggil tentang bila bagaimana dan kenapa arwah pergi di dalam usia muda membuatkan saya mengenag kembali kronologi detik pemergiannya satu persatu. And now Im telling myself i need to allow maybe for another 5 years or 10 years to really accept and to let it go..


Arwah Hanif , 40 days before he passed away



In Gold Coast, Australia July 2012, a week before his demise)

In Jakarta (6 July 2012, 5 days before his demise)














By the way, I guess it's still never too late to wish Eid Mubarak to all muslims.. Masih di bulan Syawal dan masih penuh dengan jemputan rumah terbuka.


Tidak ketinggalan juga jemputan dari kawan2 arwah yang masih mengannggap kami as part of them. Thanks a lot. Held in Bangi. Really enjoyed the time observing and admiring the life long friendships between them.The tahlil session touched my heart.




Million thanks to Ustaz Nasrun, his dearest wife and the whole family for the great hospitality. May Allah bless..

Our sincere thanks to Geng SMAWP 85-87 for the great and wonderful get together. If only arwah is still around....

May I admit that the photos, the phone call, the gathering and the stories I shared with Pn.Nona, En. Hazran and  Ms Adib and the others today brought back many memories about him...Al-Fatihah.






3 comments:

  1. Semoga arwah sentiasa berada di bawah lembayung rahmat Allah jua. He's dearest to all of us not to mention the others out there. Inna lillah wa inna ilaihi rajioun.

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    1. Salam Suhaizan dearie
      My apology if our meeting at the gathering had brought back those memories. Didn't mean to make you feel sad.
      Definitely it is not easy to accept and let it go. But life goes on. May you learn to accept and let it go gradually and May Allah give you strength to bear the loss. Allah lebih mengetahui atas hambaNya yang boleh menerima dugaanNya. Wallahu alam...
      Arwah was a good man, a very helpful and hardworking person. I really looked up on him. Good memories will not be forgotten, for sure. Moga Arwah ditempatkan bersama orang2 yang soleh dan beriman. Aamiin.
      Izan... You are part of family smawp 83-87. If you need anything, do let us know. Once a friend, alwiz a friend.
      Till then, take care izan.

      Yours truly
      Nona

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    2. Nothing to apologize. In shaa Allah and thank you very much for the support and courage. make us wiser and stronger .........Thnks again....

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