Saturday, 27 April 2013


While browsing through the instagram, I came across the quotes which I must say very very true and meaningful. Definitely from life experiences. Absolutely nothing to do with hatred or grudge but it is a fact of life which I think right to share with everyone. Well, prevention is better than cure. Thanks to Baizurah Salleh for the post.


Anyway, yesterday, right after receiving a phone call from the Bank Rakyat investment consultant, I thought why not give it a try. Straight away called the nearest Maybank  enquiring about refinancing(frankly,  this is not my 1st try though but i took it positively and get rid of all "keladak" and negative thinking). The officer incharged was very helpful and sincere enough to brief the actual scenario taking me as an example.  "Puan biar saya berterus terang aje ya. Saya kira situasi agak susah kerana ditambah lagi puan tiada pekerjaan tetap dan seorang ibu tunggal , jadi memang susah dan mereka agak strict tapi kalau puan nak cuba tiada masalah". Fair enough.

 The info has at least helped me to cancel one from my checkist for next week because I know it is not going to be a favourable outcome.

This reminds me of what Prof. Muhaya mentioned (more or less)in one of her TV 9 slot. "Jika kita dilanggar dan terpaksa membayar RM500 kita tidak perlu bergaduh dan marah marah tetapi sebaliknya berfikiran positif dan memikirkan bagaimana untuk mencari wang tersebut. She also mentioned about "rasa rendah diri, takut, putus asa adalah sifat keladak yang paling keladak".As in my case above, do not get frustrated but find the ways to solve the situation. First I have to get a job and the first issue tackled. Second, I have to change my status and I guess my problems solved!!?

In shaa Allah a great reminder but the point is when you are trying hard to get rid of all "keladak" the more you are gaining from others. Beyond your control."Bertepuk sebelah tangan tidak akan berbunyi" kerana hanya kita sahaja yang sibuk nyahkan semua keladak yang ada tetapi berurusan dengan peraturan dan manusia manusia  yang memandang status dan penuh keladak di hati mereka.and please, "don't judge a book by its cover".

 As a conclusion, hanya kebergantungan dengan Allah sahaja dan cukup hanya Allah sahaja penawar hati jika tidak di dunia in shaa Allah di kemudian hari.

Friday, 19 April 2013

Test is a bless

Its the same feeling when challenges cannot be avoided. When something happens just like that, it takes time to cure and support from everyone is a real theraphy. Sometimes you might think are you asking so much ? Are they sinceeely listening to your grievances or are they doing it just for the sake of doing it. Every day when I wake up I try to remind myself, enough of that but at times I can't avoid sharing with others. It is a relief.......

Nevertheless I am not strong enough to do so but I am trying. "redha", "ikhlas" and talk to Him. Yes I will but the moment you are trying hard to educate yourself the more you are in pain. Just because there will be more tests and challenges ahead.

After almost ten months, this is life, it hurts  so much, it is very bitter and full with pain. The demise of arwah Hanif is a real test to me and kids but surprisingly to some people thats not hard enough... I deserve more than that.

I thought everyone is pure and sincere thereafter but still there are some who are taking advantage, purposely creating unnecessary actions, "bukan apa, nak test saja Zan ni macamana melenting ke tidak itu saja". At this very moment of time, should I deserve to be tested again instead of getting support? What Allah tested me 10 months ago was still not worth it? Sampainya hati.......

"No matter how you behave with people around you, they will love you based on their NEED and their MOOD".

 I need to be strong for the kids but only He knows how I truly feel.........Anyway "ikhlaskan diri" dan "redha".

A good lesson to myself. Be sensitive and it is not  worth trusting  too much although you might have known someone for ages.You actually thought so but you didn't.

Anyway I started to believe that MONEY TALKS!.........

Harith Iskandar the entertainer claimed that woman is more intelligent than man. "If at all u are a tiny germ and stucked in a waman's brain, it is really breathless and congested in there.Full with memories, folders and files. Unlike the man's brain which is very spacious and even your voice is echoing..:) "
-Lawak ke dir.

I am a waman and you are right Mr. Harith. The surroundings are driving me crazy.

"Ikhlaskan dirimu dan redhakan segalanya"

Saturday, 13 April 2013

Mix & Shoppe

It's Saturday.....

Quite free to update. Finally, just completed the page with the assistance of my girls. Please feel free to visit the page :)

Have a nice day :D

Tuesday, 9 April 2013

The Manhattan Fish Market

Why are sardines the silliest fish in the sea?
Hi hi hi .....

A question printed on the serviette. ..

By the way it was great spending time and eating out with the kids. Exposed so much which Groupon offers since arwah was still around and great offers will be fully utilised by arwah. So, why not... and the only differnce now is that it is no longer with him...

Undeniable..setiap kali nak menjamu selera ada lah yang cacakap"kalau papa ada ni......" itulah yang menitis air mata.

The play land is just right opposite of Manhattan Fish Market restaurat. Hakim And Hanna had so much fun.

By the way I hope you guys are able to answer the question above ya or visit the restaurant and the answer is there for you:)