It Is Okay to Remember

Writing in the blog is a way of theraphy to me. Besides, it is my wish to write as much for the remembrance, Arwah Hanif.

Kadang- kadang bila seorang diri tu berangan-angan dan terrfikir juga apa yang akan terjadi enam,  tujuh, lapan tahun ahead. About the children, and obviously  Syakira is my first target. Thus. I hope one day in few years to come the blog will hopefully be shared by my grand children, the story, the appearance, the pictures and everything about arwah....


"I was walking with my friends at Unirazak when a motorist passed by, heading to the univ. I was thinking, he looked too familiar to ignore. I quickly walked towards the entrance curiously.. .Tried to find him, and as I turned, he was there just beside me looking and smiling. I really miss him so much, I really do. We hugged tightly for few seconds and when I knew it, he has gone, forever and not even a word from him. It was just a dream......."

Ya Allah, from one child to another, bermimpi dan teringat. Itulah yang diceritakan oleh Syakira pagi tadi. Mungkin terlalu teringat apatah lagi sejak kebelakangan ini tidak habis2 menyelesaikan urusan berkaitannya.
At one point one of her close friends commented,
" tempat2 Syakira pergi semua boring2, mahkamah, hospital...."Apakan daya, kami pun tidak menduga akan ditinggalkan pergi dalam sekelip mata, terlalu mengejut dan tiba-tiba. Memang disaat menerima berita dari UNIRAZAK itu adalah saat yang sangat sukar dilupakan hingga hari ini.

It is okay to remember, it is fine. Hope to take it positively and in shaa Allah with his blessings at the end of the episode. Alhamdulillah beliau sentiasa di kelilingi kawan2 yang sangat prihatin dan sentiasa mengambil berat, Nadhir, Puteri, Aisya, Hana, Nida, Anum, Azhar dan ramai lagi yang tak terhafal:)

Let the dream to be one of the best presents for your birthday recently, which I must say the only present ya...

I wish and really hope every issue and matters will be settled this year, in shaa Allah.

May I thank to Hafiz Razi for the present. A book of spirit, courage, and strength. Bila Syakira called dalam perjalanan balik, dia kata "Mama, I have something to pass to you".Teruja sangat since dah lama tak dapat surprise:) Ia menjadi pengubat hati dikala sunyi dan pilu. Syakira dan Hasya pun boleh share and baca sekalikan....once again thank you very much.

Be Thankful

Physiotherapy...

Simply a word but to some people it brings hope, courage and better life. This is what I personally describe and the feeling of 'syukur' to Him prevails.

A two hour time spent at the rehabiliative service centre in Sime Darby Medical Centre (SDMC) this morning is like a wake up call.

Kadang- kadang, perkara remeh di dalam hidup juga jadi rungutan, sedangkan jika setelah kita lihat, ada insan2 lain yang berusaha, bersusah payah  dan ambil masa yang sangat lama hanya semata- mata untuk berjalan dari satu tempat ke tempat lain walaupun jarak yang sangat dekat, then we feel gifted. Not due to ageing factor but they are born to be. Must salute their effort to get better and better each day.

Every  incident which occurs in life will make us wiser. The best part is that, you are able to explore more about life, how colouful and different it is to everyone.

True enough, life experience is the best lesson, allow us to think and judge how grateful and thankful we are compared to the less fortunate ons.


Obviously, kebanyakan manusia hanya akan berasa  syukur hanya apabila telah ditimpa musibah. Bila tiada apa yang diduga, kita mudah lupa dengan nikmatNya. Tidak pernah merasa puas hati dengan apa yang ada kerana sibuk memikirkan apa yang kita tiada. Sibuk menuding silap dan kesilapan orang lain. Memang senang  untuk berhujah tetapi memang teramat sukar untuk dilakukan.

 Apapun hanya usaha, yakin dan doa yang bersungguh2 dan berterusan kepadaNya pasti dapat mendidik jiwa sendiri dan anak2 menjadi hamba yang sentiasa bersyukur dengan izinNya.

Turn Syakira pula. The machine helps to stimulate the blood circulation

They Miss Arwah

Hanna sibuk buat sesuatu, senyap je pagi ni. Rupanya sibuk menulis sesuatu dan terus tunjuk karangannya.

Finally Hanna showed me her piece of work. I informed her that our life is not going to be the same as before.

Petang semalam while in the kitchen, Hanna approached me and said, ma hanna nak ambilkn kak syamim segelas air sebab dia janji kalau hanna ambilkan dia nak bawa pergi kedai beli jajan. And they did....
Back from speedmart 99, proudly showing us the kokocrunch and ice cream bought for her.

Oh Hanna, ni yang Mama tak sanggup nak menghadapi bila teringat satu demi satu esp masa saat panggilan telefon dari office arwah pada 11 Julai hari itu......

Pagi semalam Hakim balik dari mengaji, masuk rumah terus kongsi mimpi indahnya. "Hakim mimpi smlm kan ma, sebenarnya papa belum meninggal dunia, tapi dia ada kat rumah. Dia rupanya pergi kursus kat Langkawi dua tahun lepas tu tengokdia dah balik. Tapi dia duduk buat kerja kat meja tu, tak cakap apa2 pun."

Jika mimpi dan berimaginasi dapt hilangkan perasaan rindu, biarlah anak2 ni melayan perasaan seronok dan rindu mereka..

Monday blues today, tak ada mood untuk apa2 pun.

Al fatihah.......

Cookie Jar

"Meeting after meeting, and I'm still a Cookie Holic'...

Part of the lyrics sang by Gym Class Heroes. From last year in June when we started the cornflakes cookies, my kids, esp. the last three are truly  the cookie holics!!!

But I feel great as the consumption of snacks eg twisties, mister potatoes, biscuits are under control and replaced with our own homemade cookies especially the chocolate flavour.

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3zamJ7L58fA

Orders after orders but Haziq, Hakim and Hanna will never miss to volunteer themselves as the QC team:).


Million thanks to all, for the continuous support. Not only to our relatives and friends but also to our previous  customers during Aidil Fitri and Aidil Adha and for those who repeat orders.  A truly meaningful support to my family in the absence of Arwah Hanif...... Alhamdulillah.

Cookis are not only available during festive seasons but throughout the year, In Shaa Allah.

Thanks to my girls and their friends for the brilliant promotions, courage and support. Not to forget Syamim Jannah Shaiful Bahari and the team from the Mydeal.com who have been supporting papacookies continuosly. Papacookies is still currently featured as one of the CNY offers in the website:
mydeal.com.my

Tempahan sebagai 'door gift'

Family Day

Tempahan Untuk Perkahwinan

Recently featured and Alhamdulillah papacookies received orders for the Chinese New Year. Thank you to all customers, Ms. Kuan, Mr. Tong, Ms Leong, Ms Sharon, Ms Kristin, Ms Angie, Ms Oliver Ms Sally, Ms Irene, Ms. Adeline, Mrs. Goh and others!! Hope to enjoy our cookies.

Sebahagian Tempahan Tahun Baru Cina. Warna merah sebagai pilihan

Chocolate Flavour 

Sebagai hadiah/buah tangan

Once again, thank you very much.

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Setelah Kau Tiada

A song by Cakra Khan describes all...

Hanna

Yes, she does. Hanna Syakira the youngest and used to be very close to arwah Hanif. She will definitely brings me back down to the memory lane..

I was driving home last Thursday when she called, sharing her excitement with me. " Mama , Hanna dah dapat markah BM 81, Matematik 90, BI 90. "Pandai Hanna", thats all I can say.

At around 7.30pm she was busy calling someone. I knew it. Hanna was so excited to share with everyone . " Nenek, ni Hanna. Hanna dah dapat markah, ..and so on...same story to share.. Mama nenek nak solat, nanti Hanna call baliklah."

After a while, again... I heard the conversation, Aunty Lily jadi mangsa...Aunty/ Trolley( mereka dan nama samaran masing2) Hanna dah dapat markah... and again, same story to share....

And last night , Mama dah beritahu Kak Syakira ke markah Hanna. I said No and she quikly weechat kakak.

This morning when we were in uitm she was trying hard to share the same story with Buji thru whtts app but maybe the line was quite distracted.

And finally just few minutes ago, just the two of us in the car. She finally said it and it broke my heart so much.  "Kalau Papa,ada dia mesti dah belikan Hanna hadiah". At last I realised, she misses him a lot. Tambah lagi Hanna genap 7 tahun pada 16 Oktober lalu dan selama ketika Arwah masih ada pasti ada sesuatu untuk Hanna setidak2 nya kek dikongsi bersama Kak Hasya (they both share the same bday month).
terima kasih banyak2 to Aunty2 and Nenek and kakak2 and everyone yng tidak jemu melayan Hanna yang memang sering merindui.....

Dan dua tiga hari lalu terdengar Hanna menelefon dan mengadu domba dengan Kak Syakira bila Haziq mengusiknya sehingga menangis. Dan itulah rutin Hanna sejak dulu lagi kepada papanya ketika arwah masih ada. Rupanya kini Kak Syakira pengganti arwah.  Thanks Syakira for listening to her and soothe her everytime she calls. That's what kakak is for, right.

Hanna sering dilihat sangat nakal, ceria , keletah tetapi jauh di sudut hatinya pasti  tetap teringat akan Arwah dan will always do. Never that she misses even once praying for arwah everytime passing by Tanah Perkubuean Bukit Badak.

Langkawi

13 October 2013

Headed to KLIA around 2.30 pm. Million thanks to Syamim, Wie and Aiman for sending fourteen of us.

First time flying with Malindo Air ("Not Just Low Cost") departed at 4.55pm. An hour and five minutes travelling with Malindo Air and I personally feel it was worth it. Not only free check-in baggage (20 kg) but each passenger was served with a red bean bun and a cute mineral water  at a fare of RM74 (promo) per person. Hope Air Asia could offer the same in the future....

www.malindoair.com

Nenek mendapat layanan istimewa

Mendarat di Langkawi International Airportt

En. Azizi, owner D'Padi menyambut kami

Reached Langkawi Airport at 6pm and En. Azizi, the D'padi owner brought us straight to the homestay.

Overlooking to scenic paddy fields,
The D'padi homestay is really calm and strategically located right in the middle of the  paddy fields. A cute nice three bedrooms bungalow and fully furnished.

http://d-padi.blogspot.com

Nothing much for the day, Ai and Lily did a
quick grocery while familiarising themselves with the routes.

Early bedtime for everyone, and another new and exciting experience for tomorrow, Payar Island for snorkeling.

Nite.....