It Is Okay to Remember

Writing in the blog is a way of theraphy to me. Besides, it is my wish to write as much for the remembrance, Arwah Hanif.

Kadang- kadang bila seorang diri tu berangan-angan dan terrfikir juga apa yang akan terjadi enam,  tujuh, lapan tahun ahead. About the children, and obviously  Syakira is my first target. Thus. I hope one day in few years to come the blog will hopefully be shared by my grand children, the story, the appearance, the pictures and everything about arwah....


"I was walking with my friends at Unirazak when a motorist passed by, heading to the univ. I was thinking, he looked too familiar to ignore. I quickly walked towards the entrance curiously.. .Tried to find him, and as I turned, he was there just beside me looking and smiling. I really miss him so much, I really do. We hugged tightly for few seconds and when I knew it, he has gone, forever and not even a word from him. It was just a dream......."

Ya Allah, from one child to another, bermimpi dan teringat. Itulah yang diceritakan oleh Syakira pagi tadi. Mungkin terlalu teringat apatah lagi sejak kebelakangan ini tidak habis2 menyelesaikan urusan berkaitannya.
At one point one of her close friends commented,
" tempat2 Syakira pergi semua boring2, mahkamah, hospital...."Apakan daya, kami pun tidak menduga akan ditinggalkan pergi dalam sekelip mata, terlalu mengejut dan tiba-tiba. Memang disaat menerima berita dari UNIRAZAK itu adalah saat yang sangat sukar dilupakan hingga hari ini.

It is okay to remember, it is fine. Hope to take it positively and in shaa Allah with his blessings at the end of the episode. Alhamdulillah beliau sentiasa di kelilingi kawan2 yang sangat prihatin dan sentiasa mengambil berat, Nadhir, Puteri, Aisya, Hana, Nida, Anum, Azhar dan ramai lagi yang tak terhafal:)

Let the dream to be one of the best presents for your birthday recently, which I must say the only present ya...

I wish and really hope every issue and matters will be settled this year, in shaa Allah.

May I thank to Hafiz Razi for the present. A book of spirit, courage, and strength. Bila Syakira called dalam perjalanan balik, dia kata "Mama, I have something to pass to you".Teruja sangat since dah lama tak dapat surprise:) Ia menjadi pengubat hati dikala sunyi dan pilu. Syakira dan Hasya pun boleh share and baca sekalikan....once again thank you very much.

Be Thankful

Physiotherapy...

Simply a word but to some people it brings hope, courage and better life. This is what I personally describe and the feeling of 'syukur' to Him prevails.

A two hour time spent at the rehabiliative service centre in Sime Darby Medical Centre (SDMC) this morning is like a wake up call.

Kadang- kadang, perkara remeh di dalam hidup juga jadi rungutan, sedangkan jika setelah kita lihat, ada insan2 lain yang berusaha, bersusah payah  dan ambil masa yang sangat lama hanya semata- mata untuk berjalan dari satu tempat ke tempat lain walaupun jarak yang sangat dekat, then we feel gifted. Not due to ageing factor but they are born to be. Must salute their effort to get better and better each day.

Every  incident which occurs in life will make us wiser. The best part is that, you are able to explore more about life, how colouful and different it is to everyone.

True enough, life experience is the best lesson, allow us to think and judge how grateful and thankful we are compared to the less fortunate ons.


Obviously, kebanyakan manusia hanya akan berasa  syukur hanya apabila telah ditimpa musibah. Bila tiada apa yang diduga, kita mudah lupa dengan nikmatNya. Tidak pernah merasa puas hati dengan apa yang ada kerana sibuk memikirkan apa yang kita tiada. Sibuk menuding silap dan kesilapan orang lain. Memang senang  untuk berhujah tetapi memang teramat sukar untuk dilakukan.

 Apapun hanya usaha, yakin dan doa yang bersungguh2 dan berterusan kepadaNya pasti dapat mendidik jiwa sendiri dan anak2 menjadi hamba yang sentiasa bersyukur dengan izinNya.

Turn Syakira pula. The machine helps to stimulate the blood circulation