It Is Okay to Remember

Writing in the blog is a way of theraphy to me. Besides, it is my wish to write as much for the remembrance, Arwah Hanif.

Kadang- kadang bila seorang diri tu berangan-angan dan terrfikir juga apa yang akan terjadi enam,  tujuh, lapan tahun ahead. About the children, and obviously  Syakira is my first target. Thus. I hope one day in few years to come the blog will hopefully be shared by my grand children, the story, the appearance, the pictures and everything about arwah....


"I was walking with my friends at Unirazak when a motorist passed by, heading to the univ. I was thinking, he looked too familiar to ignore. I quickly walked towards the entrance curiously.. .Tried to find him, and as I turned, he was there just beside me looking and smiling. I really miss him so much, I really do. We hugged tightly for few seconds and when I knew it, he has gone, forever and not even a word from him. It was just a dream......."

Ya Allah, from one child to another, bermimpi dan teringat. Itulah yang diceritakan oleh Syakira pagi tadi. Mungkin terlalu teringat apatah lagi sejak kebelakangan ini tidak habis2 menyelesaikan urusan berkaitannya.
At one point one of her close friends commented,
" tempat2 Syakira pergi semua boring2, mahkamah, hospital...."Apakan daya, kami pun tidak menduga akan ditinggalkan pergi dalam sekelip mata, terlalu mengejut dan tiba-tiba. Memang disaat menerima berita dari UNIRAZAK itu adalah saat yang sangat sukar dilupakan hingga hari ini.

It is okay to remember, it is fine. Hope to take it positively and in shaa Allah with his blessings at the end of the episode. Alhamdulillah beliau sentiasa di kelilingi kawan2 yang sangat prihatin dan sentiasa mengambil berat, Nadhir, Puteri, Aisya, Hana, Nida, Anum, Azhar dan ramai lagi yang tak terhafal:)

Let the dream to be one of the best presents for your birthday recently, which I must say the only present ya...

I wish and really hope every issue and matters will be settled this year, in shaa Allah.

May I thank to Hafiz Razi for the present. A book of spirit, courage, and strength. Bila Syakira called dalam perjalanan balik, dia kata "Mama, I have something to pass to you".Teruja sangat since dah lama tak dapat surprise:) Ia menjadi pengubat hati dikala sunyi dan pilu. Syakira dan Hasya pun boleh share and baca sekalikan....once again thank you very much.